I didn't want to be alone today...

something having to do with the anticipation of Easter, of the Lenten season being over, of going to the woods with 82 first graders next week, of not knowing exactly what I was going to do today. Going to church the last four! days brought me closer to God but brought out emotions I didn't even know that I had. I'm somehow back to feeling unlovable, even though I know that God loves me. I just don't know how to keep telling myself otherwise, especially when I'm the slightest bit vulnerable.
So I took videos of my friends instead. I went to the woods and got out of the city. I had dinner with a colleague from school. I made a rabbit cake (see aside).